2009

Ditto.

Pretty pink new laptop.

It was such a bad year. Such. A. Bad. Year. I made more mistakes at age 34 than in the previous 33. I am tormented by dreams most nights. Those dreams with feelings. He says I laugh in my sleep. I can't imagine. I know I'm scared, confused, lost, misdirected, led, tricked, drunk, hungover, dizzy...and I let myself be. In my dreams. Awake, I keep it all in a tight bundle. I think it's kept somewhere behind my right eyeball.

Ideas

Felt flowers to sprinkle in the backyard and pick up with our buckets.
french doors from lowes
decking from lowes